My old life..

im not allways happy-go-lucky like now.i learn to be happy and live your life because...do you know how it feels when your dad scholds you?i mean as an OVER the line,scholding bad words at you,hiting you.and randomly give negetive comments.IT HURTS!I PRAY THAT NOBODY ELSE WILL GET ABUSED BY THEIR DAD.i got through it.but it still happens EVERY SINGLE DAY.if you know me well,i broke my arm twice.and got scholded for being careless.i fell down because i got pushed!not because of playing HIT THE WALL.the worst is that,i got to do all the chrous around the house,after that,my dad will say"thank you son"then he will call you to sit down.and starts chating with you.AND RANDOMLY GIVES YOU A QUESTION.(its a easy one)4x5=?.i knew the answer(20 DUH).before i say twenty,he goes OMG OMG OMG OMG !go back to std one lah.4x5 also dono.THEN HE SAYS "ABEL,YOU JUST FUCKING RUNIED MY DAY.GET LOST LAH.do you know how painful that can be?yesterday i had a english test.one part of it is about self-confidance,they said that parents must say good comments to help their child have self-confidance.WELL THEY DONT KNOW WHAT I'V BEEN THROUGH.i found out that my dad abandoned me and my mom,sister when i was 2.and came back when i was 5.for some reason,the 3 years without my father was the best....