Yay!!! my class no need to go back!YAY!to me holidays have allready started...but the sad thing is that we will be apart from each other for 1 1/2 months...wow..suddenly i feel sad just thinking of it...lisening to vanila twilight while doing so thinking kills you...
Anyways,i wanna go out!PM me...
my mind is in a blob..i cant think strait(i know its spelled wrongly)i didnt sleep last night..until like..7.37 in the morning until 2.08.XD
going to church for drama..later come back that time also dunno can di what at home..
its just sad...my life is all in the down side*looks outside*
guess im going to go now..im going to try to keep this blog updated...untill then...
look down!
DIE NOOBS!!!! LOL~ sorry..no life
Saturday 14 November 2009
Thursday 12 November 2009
21 guns by green day
Do you know worth fighting for?
When its not worth dieing for..
Does it take your breath away?and
you feel yourself suffercatin...
Do the pain way out the pride and you look for a place to hide..
did somone that get hard inside..you're in ruins....One..twently one guns
lay down your arms,give up the fight..one..twently one guns.throw up your arms into the sky...you and i,when you're happy end of the road and you lost all sence of control
and your thought has taken its toll and the mind has breaks the spirit of your soul..
your faith walks on broken glass...and a hang on a dozen past nothings ever built to last..
your in ruins...one..twenty one guns...lay down your arms...give up the fight..one..
twenty one guns...throw up your arms into the sky..you and i...if you try to live on your own
when you built down a rugget home,when you stand to close to the fire..let the lighter of forgiveness fall the slope *MUSIC*
*more music*
When its time to live and let die..and you cant get another try something inside this heart has died..your in ruins...one..twenty one guns..lay down your arms..give up the fight...one...twenty one guns...thorw up your arms into the sky...one..twenty one guns..lay down your arms...give up the fight...one...twenty one guns...throw up your arms into the sky...you and i....*MUSIC*
The End......
When its not worth dieing for..
Does it take your breath away?and
you feel yourself suffercatin...
Do the pain way out the pride and you look for a place to hide..
did somone that get hard inside..you're in ruins....One..twently one guns
lay down your arms,give up the fight..one..twently one guns.throw up your arms into the sky...you and i,when you're happy end of the road and you lost all sence of control
and your thought has taken its toll and the mind has breaks the spirit of your soul..
your faith walks on broken glass...and a hang on a dozen past nothings ever built to last..
your in ruins...one..twenty one guns...lay down your arms...give up the fight..one..
twenty one guns...throw up your arms into the sky..you and i...if you try to live on your own
when you built down a rugget home,when you stand to close to the fire..let the lighter of forgiveness fall the slope *MUSIC*
*more music*
When its time to live and let die..and you cant get another try something inside this heart has died..your in ruins...one..twenty one guns..lay down your arms..give up the fight...one...twenty one guns...thorw up your arms into the sky...one..twenty one guns..lay down your arms...give up the fight...one...twenty one guns...throw up your arms into the sky...you and i....*MUSIC*
The End......
Vanila twilight lyrics
The stars lean down to kiss you,and i lye awake to miss you,pull me a heavy douse of atmostfear...
Cozz i'll dose off safe and soundly,but i'll miss your'e arms around me,i'll send a postcard to you dear..Cozz i wish you wear here.*some music*
i'll watch the night turn light blue,but its not the same without you,because it takes two to whisper quietly...the slince isnt so bad ,till i look at my hands and feel sad,Cozz the spaces between my fingers are where yours fit perfectly..i'll find a pose in new ways allthough i haden't sleept in two days..Cozz coldness stalja chills me to the bone...
The trenched in Vanila Twilight, i'll sit on the front porch all night,waste deep and thought because when i think of you i dont feel so alone,i dont feel so alone,i dont feel so alone.*music*
As many times as i blink i'll think of you..Tonight...i'll think of you tonight...when violet eyes get brighter,and heavy wings grow wider.i'll taste the sky and feel light agian...and i'll forget the world that i knew but i swear i wont forget you..Oh if my voice can reach back to the past..
I'll wisper in your ear..Oh darling how i wish you were here*MUSIC*
THE END...
Cozz i'll dose off safe and soundly,but i'll miss your'e arms around me,i'll send a postcard to you dear..Cozz i wish you wear here.*some music*
i'll watch the night turn light blue,but its not the same without you,because it takes two to whisper quietly...the slince isnt so bad ,till i look at my hands and feel sad,Cozz the spaces between my fingers are where yours fit perfectly..i'll find a pose in new ways allthough i haden't sleept in two days..Cozz coldness stalja chills me to the bone...
The trenched in Vanila Twilight, i'll sit on the front porch all night,waste deep and thought because when i think of you i dont feel so alone,i dont feel so alone,i dont feel so alone.*music*
As many times as i blink i'll think of you..Tonight...i'll think of you tonight...when violet eyes get brighter,and heavy wings grow wider.i'll taste the sky and feel light agian...and i'll forget the world that i knew but i swear i wont forget you..Oh if my voice can reach back to the past..
I'll wisper in your ear..Oh darling how i wish you were here*MUSIC*
THE END...
Wednesday 11 November 2009
We must wait for time because time doesnt wait for us...
i just wanna say that i think its the time for all the coples to make their move...because we can all wait for time.but time shall not wait for use.use this time to think of what you wanna do with your life..and then LIVE your life because i am nobody and the girl i like..is a sombody...
Wednesday 19 August 2009
My old life..
im not allways happy-go-lucky like now.i learn to be happy and live your life because...do you know how it feels when your dad scholds you?i mean as an OVER the line,scholding bad words at you,hiting you.and randomly give negetive comments.IT HURTS!I PRAY THAT NOBODY ELSE WILL GET ABUSED BY THEIR DAD.i got through it.but it still happens EVERY SINGLE DAY.if you know me well,i broke my arm twice.and got scholded for being careless.i fell down because i got pushed!not because of playing HIT THE WALL.the worst is that,i got to do all the chrous around the house,after that,my dad will say"thank you son"then he will call you to sit down.and starts chating with you.AND RANDOMLY GIVES YOU A QUESTION.(its a easy one)4x5=?.i knew the answer(20 DUH).before i say twenty,he goes OMG OMG OMG OMG !go back to std one lah.4x5 also dono.THEN HE SAYS "ABEL,YOU JUST FUCKING RUNIED MY DAY.GET LOST LAH.do you know how painful that can be?yesterday i had a english test.one part of it is about self-confidance,they said that parents must say good comments to help their child have self-confidance.WELL THEY DONT KNOW WHAT I'V BEEN THROUGH.i found out that my dad abandoned me and my mom,sister when i was 2.and came back when i was 5.for some reason,the 3 years without my father was the best....
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